Second post I have when I do this is a ranty/emo one! It's the way LJ is, I swear it.

I would call Crissy, but my cellphone died. I just really need to let this go otherwise I swear to God I am going to explode and KILL someone. I am literally that pissed off. I have never felt that pissed off in a while. Mr. fucking I don't even remember his motherfucking name because I am so mad- Engilsh teacher needs to get into a car accident and DIE. Die painfully with his innards blown outo onto the pavement and his face pressed and mutilated by the car door glass. I want him to DIE. I FUCKING HATE HIM. 

I am seriously going to have to take GE's in the summer at Long Beach State or Cerritos Community college. I'm thinking I'm probably going to just motherfucking get that 'WITHDRAWEL' out of his goddamn class and retark it in Cerritos college. I am near tears, I am just that frustrated. I hate him. 

He has it out for me. I ask him for help and meet him outside of class and now he grades me harder than ever just to fuck with me! I worked motherfucking hard on my last 3 essays and I've gotten a C+! THIS IS UNNACCEPTABLE. I understand that last D I got, I deserved that, but the last 2 didn't deserve C's from what I saw. You're a fucking dick I HATE YOU. Hate you hate you hate you godamnit.
I'm going to get a C in his class, and I refuse. I work too motherfucking hard for this. this is the only class I'm stumbling on and I REFUSE to take this shit anymore. I'm going to call Crissy to ask for help on whether I should drop his fucking biased class or not. It's not motherfucking worth it anymore.

I am seriously trying not to cry right now. God, I'm so pissed off. Fuck.


I even had a nightmare about that class. I went in and we were talking and suddenly he took out my paper and started making snide comments about how crappy it was in front of the whole class. It almost feels real because it's practically what happens everyday in his class anyways.


I'm so mad. The only thing that's making me feel better is my violent imagination.I am imagining myself stepping on his balls until they explode and then have him chained down so he can't move. Then I'll go on fanfiction .net and read horrible Mary-Sue stories until he starts crying because THAT. THAT IS WHAT HORRIBLE WRITING IS. What I wrote is not a C+, you ASS. So then... I'll grab some book pages and give him paper cuts all over his body and pour alcohol so that it stings slowly. Then I'll castrate the motherfucker and make him suck his own penis. All while listening to the horrible fanfiction.net stories on tape. SLOW DEATH? OH YES.